I experienced years of sexual frustration and vaginal pain. Diminished sexual sensations, vaginal dryness, discomfort during sex, and a life time of vaginal yeast infection outbreaks.
Too much for one person to deal with really. I thought it would be like that for the rest of my life, and that the sexual power and aliveness I had felt during my younger years had died.
I wasn't ready for that version of me. I knew I could have my authentic, playful, alive self, come back again. She had to!!
After trying many different self help techniques and following many self development courses. I felt my sexuality was still the same problematic unknown territory. Yet, my mind kept coming back to a small stone egg. I had been given this yoni egg many years before by an old Chinese lady while traveling in a remote area of Southern China. When she gave it to me I didn't know that this egg shaped stone had to be inserted inside the vagina, and that it was supposed to 'do something' magical for my yoni.
It took me many years to figure out why this woman had given me this stone egg, and what I had to do with it. And it took me even longer to actually give it a try!!
So fast forward to the moment that I decided to give it a go. When I started working with the yoni egg. At first I had no idea what I was doing. It felt silly, and kind of like a was cheating on my man. But I so badly wanted to pain to go away. And as no one or nothing else had worked. I was desperate to make this thing work for me!
Along the way of trying things out I got many insights. Many times intuitively I suddenly received downloads of ideas on practices and ritual to do with the yoni egg. And by doing those practices with the yoni egg regularly I started to reconnect to the power of my yoni and after some time I found pleasure again!
I kept on practicing with my yoni egg, even though I no longer experienced pain or discomfort. I wanted to just keep on playing with the yoni egg. Like my body was asking for it. Through this continuation of practicing with the yoni egg, my body started to open up to new layers of pleasure. I was opening myself up to deeper layers of pleasure that I didn't even know were possible to experience!!
Expanding, opening more and more… and more and more…
Was it possible to feel even MORE pleasure? To feel so deeply connected with MYSELF? Could all of this bliss and pleasure grow more, and then even more???
Yes… it was!
Yes!!
It IS!!
This pleasure that is STILL growing more every day! This is what I want to share with ALL women!
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